Relax Already!

i282600889607263965._szw1280h1280_Retirement is supposed to be the time in life when it is legal to indulge in a lazy day here and there. My problem is that I really don’t feel comfortable being aimless. My Type A personality demands that I have proof of some kind of accomplishment for every single moment that I am awake. I sometimes despise myself for being this way but it is who I am. The best days for me are the ones when I rise early in the morning and get so many things done that it is difficult to keep track of all of my activities. Last year when I was recuperating from surgery I nearly went insane in the early weeks when I wasn’t supposed to drive or exert myself too much. I’ll be the first to admit that I probably need an intervention of some kind because I just don’t know how to adequately relax. Continue reading “Relax Already!”